i will be thin

Dear you.

             Please stop eating. You dont need all that food clogging up your system. Your just being tempted and givving in, like the pathetic thing you are. Stop with the excuses. YOUR TO BLAME. You can fight the urges, but you dont. Please give me the reason why you give in every time?…Well? Must be a really good one? Oh. There isnt a valid one, just as i thought. Your just not hard enough on yourself. Reality check time. Just break it down very simply. Eat the food, get fat. Leave the food, possibly miss it for a while, then get over it, never dwell on it again and get thin. Its like a game of snakes and ladders, you work your ass off and climb those ladders. Then, a slice of cake pops along and WOOOOOOOSSSSHHH! Down the snake you fall. Counter acting all that thinning and just piling on the pounds.
Well i cant be fucked to write to an idiot anymore…soo. Yeah, sort yourself out.

From your mind. 

I have seriously neglected this blog, my weight and my overall health for far too long.

I plan to hopefully start afresh. I have reconfigured all of my measurements and goal weights to the current numbers (funnily enough, I weigh less than when I had started - about 3 kilograms [6.5 pounds] less).

My goal is to lose 6.5 kilograms (about 14.5 pounds) and I want to accomplish this in the space of a month. I also really want to stick it out this time and be serious about it. ABC diet here I come!

Wish me luck~

Additionally I’m planning to start the ABC Diet tomorrow so whoever is interested in joining with me (there’s strength in numbers and pressure!) please do like this post or message me :)

almightea:

But I don’t think you understand. Food isn’t food anymore, it’s numbers. Everywhere you look, the numbers calling your name. It’s enough to drive a person crazy. But want to know where it really drives you mad? When you look in the mirror and you aren’t even there anymore. You are just entirely made up of the numbers you shoved into your fat face.

Once you start calorie counting, you never stop.

tobethinnest:

Think of how cute you’ll look when you reach your UGW.

I have messed up, big time.
I got so behind on my weightloss plan that the last time I weighed myself I was about 55 kgs (121 lbs).

I need my motivation back, stat.
ABC Diet Day 1 here I come and I plan to do things differently now. I have to learn to say “No”.